Okay, so every year I say I am going to post more on my blog! I have come to realize that I really suck at this!!! I'll post consistently for a little while, then BOOM nothing for months on end! its just I have so much to say, but then I have nothing at all to say! I guess I have to be for real when I say I am going to start being super open and honest with my blogs!
So you ask what is new in the neighborhood? SOOOOOOO much has happened and not so much has happened. First things first... I lost the love of my life my Nana
Nana.... my Nana, she took us in when both my mother and father went to prison. And she did not have to! She could of let us go off to foster homes, but for her we stayed together as one family! Nana taught us what family meant, and she held us all together for so long! Like my cousin Mari said no matter what we did Nana was always so proud of us! She is greatly missed! It all happened so fast, I think i have still yet to fully process the fact that she is even gone!!! Almost a week after she passed, my mom had to do the unthinkable, and put to sleep my Nana's cat for he was deathly ill, and was suffering. It was very hard to lose the last little piece of Nana we all had left. But with me having Baby Monroe (my dog) I knew Skooter (Nana's cat) would not want to live much longer without is love my Nana.
I have not been to fond of the new year new me spills, I honestly believe everyday is a new day for new beginnings! With that being said, Nana and my last real conversation was about how she loved my writing and I quote "I need to stop bullshitting, to finish and get a book published". See my issue has never been writing, my issue has been to finish one book! I also come up with these awesome story lines, and characters I get so far in my writing and I get stuck. But like I said prior Nana no matter what was always proud of us! This is something I want to and need to get serious about! Some times I just need that little push of motivation and support to get things done. I honestly think that I will be able to conquer this finishing a book issue now!!!!
I was thinking long and hard about it, What person doesn't love a twisted love story?! I feel like we all fall victim to the happily ever afters and love stories!!! And believe me when I say I do believe I have just the one! The one story to tell and it just become a really huge hit!!! I am excited, and discouraged all at the same time!!!
Just want to be right this year, with myself with my feelings, and most importantly and first of the list with God! I want to have a very humble year!!!
Okay I think I spoke enough about stuff for this FIRST 2015 post!!! I am going to set reminders in my phone, so I can keep up with this!! But Im sure there will be some stuff you all will not agree with... LIKE IM DEF GONNA TACKLE THE HATE FOR BIRACIAL RELATIONSHIPS REAL SOON!! SO all of yall still mad about white women being with black men! yall are about to be more MAD!!!!
Like Always Thanks for reading
