Im I guess have reached a point in life where I am stuck on everything. Like I feel unsatisfied with almost everything. && I do not know if I am unsatisfied with things, or what. I feel like I always put everyone first all the time. Everyone else is number one on my list regaurdless of what it is.. I do and do for everyone else first, I never put myself or my feelings first, I am always so cautious about everyone else, and their feelings, and always trying to please everyone but me. And I feel like it is time for a change I DO NOT COME as number one on no ones list NO ONE honestly, and that is bullshit. So today is the day where I start new.. I am going to do things a little differently . To better benefit me. I do not want to sound heartless or uncaring.. but I care too much for everyone else, and do not get those same feelings in return.. and it sucks.. I feel broken..
