April Showers, Bring May FLOWERS????

WHOA!!!! Next month my darling sister will be a HIGHSCHOOL GRADUATE!!!!!

I am sooo excited!!!!

We have her Invites, we have ordered her dress!!!! we just need to find out who the heck is catering her OPEN HOUSE!!! ANY SUGGESTIONS????? I am almost thinking about buying a bunch of finger foods... I am not sure yet but time is ticking so we got to do something, and do it sooN!!!

     Jade is disrespectful as hell ! I woke Julian up so he can  go and get her, and she yells at me for him yelling at her? WTH !!! anyhoo Back on point!!

SO My plans are still the same I will be so relieved after all this grad stuff is over!!! I have My second job popping, but I have been slacking in school so I am getting back right with that!!! and becoming more focused!!!

I was sick with food poisening last week, I was sad because I had to call in I was throwing up and practically living in the bathroom, but I was sad because I hate calling off, I feel like I am a disappointment when I call in... And I need not to miss out on any money!!! so yeah it was rough...

Soooo excited!!!

I did  get a email for summer asl classes, and it got me all hype!!! and I am so ready to  do it!!! but I have to do some other things first!!! Prioritize!!!

I am beyond sick and tired of living with my UNCLE! Do not get me wrong, I am more than thankful that when things got rough and Jade and I had to leave when we left, that he was more than willing to open his house to us... He is always more than willing to help me and he is like my daddy! BUT at the same time I am grown, and he still treats everyone like we are little kids... and it jsut doesnt work... Like I love him to death, but he needs his own space, and  Jade and I need our own space... so we have to make it happen!!! before we all kill each other!!!!

     I wanted to wait until I rebought  alot of stuff, but the only thing I am worried about having is the kitchen, bathroom, and  another dresser, once I buy all those things Ima move into a empty ASS APARTMENT! and work from there!!! I am just ready to go!!!!


Well that is about all I have for now, this meeting is about over, and Jade wants to go get her computer!!!! sooo we are outta this thang!!!! THank you everyone for READING my blogg and my poems!!! Have of the time my bloggs are random as hell, but my poems mean something to me!!!!

Have a great saturday!!!!

Unknown

You say your not a whore, But yet another man just walked out your door. That you reference to as John Doe because their names are something you do not know.

Now you've added another notch to your bed post, 

and these men all disappear like ghosts.

You lye alone every night with no one in sight

Asking God where is Mr. Right?

How can you give away your love so easy and then think your not sleezy?

You think your grown and romantic, why not have sex if "your man wants it"

However being your man was never the plan why work for something if it can get handed out to em. 

See your not even a win to these men, because they all know that THEY ALL BEEN, inside of you .

Lusting for you? is something men do not do, because when they are ready they just have to approach you. 

I just want to know how does that make you feel? How can you even deal? Giving up your love to every man & above. How do you sleep at night knowing that you've fucked everyone insight? How do you hold your head high? Because if I were you I'd just cry...

These men think your a joke just something for everyone to poke. 

They disrespect you, and neglect you

But yet some how you think its cool.

Ready to fight on sight if insulted or treated impolite

But you choose'd  this life!

To bare yourself with all this strive!

and until you decided that your worth more than some man's sex pride

NOTHING WILL CHANGE in this game you will remain the same....

That girl that everyone fucked, with no NAME.